lucid dreams

I fell into a deep sleep this afternoon. A short nap, but filled to the brim with dreams.

Th first dream is like a video presentation. A montaj of scenes from my past.

It started with my first meeting with a certain longtime crush. The first impression. Then it proceeds to the part when i realized i had a serious crush on him and ended when it was the last time i saw him.

It surprised me because its been years since it happened, i don't know what happened to him and i thought i've forgotten all about him.

Guess youll never forget your first crush? Ridiculous really because he's just a crush! Its not like he's my first love. And it happened nearly 10 years ago. Why did i remember him suddenly?

Maybe all my korean celebrity crush can take my mind of this issue eh? Hahaha

Second dream is like a constant fear to me. The guards of uitm. The pak guard fear syndrome. I really really dont like them. I couldnt even meet their gaze in the eyes straight because i fear they might stop me and fine me for stupid reasons.
Really the pak guards of uitm are like clowns straight from the creative mind of Stephen King.

Dreams are like the manisfestation of your greatest worries. Even though i really dont spend time thinking of those things, subconsiously, i do.

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facials, spa etc

Yesterday is the first time in my life that i went to a spa for a facial. Yes, i've been living for 25 years as a girl but i rarely paid any attention to my face (except when i grew pimples or my skin peeled off after a bad sunburn). I was scheduled to have this session with my sister when she won a couples spa session at this beautyhub place. The facial is using an overseas brand called Payot (pronounced payoo thanks you, it's supposed to be a french/swiss name).
First thing you have to do when you enter this exclusive place is to fill a form or questionaire about your skin. Have you went for a laser peel before? Ever had a botox injection before? What types of skincare are you using now? What are your skin concern; fine lines, neck lines, dark undereye circle etc. Soooo many questions, but i guess it's a good thing that they asked it, they wouldnt want to do anything to your face to find your face have swollen up due to allergies right?
After that they explained the procedure (we are having the hydrating treatment), they gave us a glass of sky juice and let us use the bathroom first since the whole procedure takes 1 hour+++.
They let us into a room and asked us to take everything off and wear their filmsy white gauze spa gown. Take everything off? No way! So i ended taking off my tee only. I was wearing strapless bra and my jeans only when i donned on the robe. I lay down on the bed and the beautician wrapped me up real cozy under the towels. The room is cool, with some soothing music, and the therapist wrapped my head and shoulders with warm towels. It feels heavenly.
The beautician begin to wash my face wih some cream cleanser, and cleaned it away with a sponge. They she lathered something that smells nice and she washed it off again. Then she massaged my head and did something to may hair, she liked pulled it. It feels really good. Seriously. The she scrubbed my face with some fine scrub thingy. Next thing she massaged my hands and feet. My feet are wrapped with hot towels and she pumeled my soles. It feels really nice. Then she rubbed some kind of lotion on my handa and shoulders. I know i am repeating myself but it feels so f***ing nice. Then she steamed my face for a while. It was warm and smells nice so i started to get drowsy.She then asked my permission to start the extraxtion process. She pinced my skin and used some sharp metal thingy to get rid of my blackheads. Luckily i didnt have a lot of blackheads and the process is short and relatively painless. Phew. I was scared when she said she want to do extraction. But it really is painless compared to when i popped my pimple heehee.
Then she applied a mask. She said its a cleansing mask. Its the first of three masks that shes going to put on my face. What? Three mask on my face on a single day? I couldnt open my eyes because she put on something on my eyes. So did you know what i did? I slept like a baby. My sis later laughed at me because she said she heard myself snoring. I guess i cant help myself. It felt really comfy so i fell asleep.
I dont remember my therapist applying another two masks but i finally woke up when i felt her massaging my face with a soft slapping motion. How can i continue sleeping when she slapped my face( soft slapping is still slapping to me ). She then proceed to apply some hydrating serum from Payot and applied some moisturizer. It felt a bit sticky.though.She massaged my face and shoulders and back and then whalla, i am done.
After that they briefed us about the brand and tried to pursuade my sis to buy a package that is worth rm1xxx. What? So expensive. My sis said she ia currently going to Sothys so she'll thing about the offer. They gave us another glass of sky juice before sending us off.
After that we were hungry so we went to the restaurant next door to order food. The restaurant is called Duduk. Cute. So we duduk there and me and my sis discussed our experience while waiting for the food. Overall its a good thing and my sis did laughed a lot at my snoring. The massage feels soo heavenlg. My skin does feel clean, but the moisturizer she applied feel really sticky. And my blackheads on my nose are gone, for a while perhaps. But if the blackheads came back, i really couldnt afford another facial to remove them. Oh well. At least i could have said to people that i have been to a facial.

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Your teeny...

A classmate of mine experienced something that can only be described as scarring to a girl. But this thing is something a girl will experience at least once a lifetime, more if you are attractive and are prone to walk on your own most of the times. Enough clues to guess?

I am talking about sexual harrassment. A long coat man in korean terms. Flasher.

Flashing to be exact. Flash what you ask? Unzipping the fly of your pants and show that thingy. The boy thing. Pee pee. Wee wee. Yeye. Banana. Dick. Hahaha. Is it clear now?

My classmate was walking along a deserted street when a guy on a bike came and followed her. He than showed his unmentionable parts and started stroking it. He proceed to say obsene stuff to her that i will not mention here cause it gives me the creeps.

The first thing that came to my mind while i'm listening to her is, how does he ride a motorcycle while stroking himself? An incredible feat.

Anyway i remembered back then when the topic of flasher was mentioned by my sis in law. She told the story of a serial flasher at her all girls school. Their teacher was so fed up with it and formulated a plan to get rid of the flasher for good. The teacher called a team of girls who are not easily disgusted by the flasher and are told to stare unflinchingly at the flasher when he took out his thingy. They did and the flasher got angry and took off with a huff. He was never seen again.

The moral of that story is that sexual act of exposing his manly parts to innocent girls and to hear their scream are addictive to flashers. They have his delusion that the screams are the result of awe at his size. o_O

Really i have no idea why they do it. Maybe they are sexually frustrated? Watched too much porn? Some unsolved psychological childhood issues? Maybe they think it's a great pick-up thing?

Way messed up. Why do they think girls want to see that anyway?

What can you do in situation.

First don't give any reaction. Nothing at all. It's because flashers thrive on girls reaction. Don't give them the satisfaction of hearing you scream.
Don't taunt them back. They may retaliate and you could be hurt.
Don't stare at his thingy. He may like it.
Stare at someplace else, and pretend like he does not exist. They usually get bored with that reaction and move on to the next exciting victim.
At the same time try to remember details of the offender like how he looks like,license plate of his vehicle etc. Report him to he police.
The last resort is you stare at his face and make a sign with your fingers saying, "it's small".

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Bored to tears

You know why some people said that they are bored to tears? Some may said it as an exaggeration, like i always do. Buy today i somehow have an epiphany. I now now that the human being is physically capable of crying out of boredom.
Why? Because during the 4 hours lecture i've endured today, my eyes produced tears that could drown the world. (This is actually an exaggeration, of course, cause i am physically incapable of producing that huge amount of tears. But i assure you, i cried. A lot)
Now i need to drink gallons of water. You know, to hydrate myself. And to endure another 4 gruelling hours of lecture after this. Owh someone please just shoot me.
P.S: I was being sarcastic the whole time okay? Just making it clear just to avoid misunderstandings. I don't actually want anyone to murder me using a high calibre rifle or something k?

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Things to do on a sem break

It's a long sem break and I will not see the pak guards in a long time..so time to break some rules and do things that will give pak guards heart attacks.

Top 5 things to do on a sem break that are otherwise forbidden in the campus.

1) Wear my earring on all my piercings hahah

2) Wear my jeggings whenever I liked it

ps: the grey jegging is the exact copy of mine haha
3) Wear slippers <3
4)Dye my hair red!

5) Wear tshirts without layering it. Just regular short sleeved tshirts.

Haa take that pak guard uitm. Hahaha

P.s: sorry got nothing interesting to write about

4 months already?

Updating the blog is really getting tiring...so I stopped writing. Shame on me. Haha I malas! What to do mehhh.

Anyway today I just remembered I have a blog, and it's been left on the corner to rot, so I decide, why not?

So I updated! hahaha

First is happy birthday to my mom Embun Ali, and happy mother's day too. Lucky both days are in the same month. Sorry didn't buy you anything, but I will. Next month maybe. haha.

Anyway on the 30th of April is my first final paper. Best of luck (like my mom always said) to everyone who is taking the finals with me. GOOD LUCK! Study la weih.

Now I remembered. I should study~~! :((

Bye guys.

PS: My color formatting is not working today....arghhh